25 Daily Devotionals: Day 20

Eternally grateful, for more than enough.

 

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Growing up I remember my mother in her heavy New York accent saying, “You better be thankful for what you have, Autumn!” I was never satisfied with what I had. I did not always feel comfortable in my own skin. I was usually the smallest kid in class, had the most freckles, had a space in between my overbite and wore non-brand clothing. I wanted more, better, different. I would say, if only I had … I would be happier. I carried this into adulthood and to this day I find this covetous spirit can still creep up, especially around the holidays watching hours of Hallmark movies. I say to myself, I thought Christmas was about Jesus, not falling in love and material things.

 

 
Then it hits me. The Holy Spirit immediately reminds me of the day I fell in love with Jesus, the perfect gentleman. My tears fell and my heart filled with unspeakable joy. I knew this was what true love felt like. God gave me more and yet I felt I did not have enough. God gave me better and I felt I was not worth enough. Then, God gave me different. He set me apart and began changing me from the inside out. Today, I can be grateful for all the good, bad, light, dark, easy and hard times. They have all molded me into who I am today.
 
Whether one Christmas our neighbor’s old tree became our treasure or my stepfather and siblings adorned our tree with money ornaments, I remind my young daughter why Christmas is celebrated.
 
Jesus is always the reason, no matter what season I am going through. I lean not on my own strength or understanding. Today, I accept the daily practice of contentment. I am thankful for all that I have. I know that Jesus Is More than Enough and His greatest gift is eternal salvation.
 

I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength.” Philippians 4:11-13

– Autumn Raab
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